Miscommunication is the thing that ruins most relationships in this world. It doesn't matter what type of relationship. Say one thing that you didn't mean to say, doesn't matter how tired you are, what's on your mind, what type of stress your under, sometimes, just sometimes, you say the wrong thing and then it fucks it all up. Why? Cause, our immediate and natural response to something that offends us is to get angry and retaliate, or shut down. We don't take anytime to think about where the person is coming from.
Sometimes, if your fortunate you'll catch a break and the person will be in a cool state of mind and understand to take it for what it's really worth, which is usually nothing. If your not... then BLAM! Retaliation or a complete separation with your ties.
This is frustrating me... dammit. This is what always leaves me with the feeling that I always need to improve myself as a person, to better help other people. And try not to hurt people I care for unintentionally.
On a different note, not having a car these last few weeks cause made me feel immensely lonely and isolated. And it gives me time by myself to think who I am really am truly, no delusions, no ego and what type of man I'd like to be. I don't like who I am, and the priorities need to changed, set and kept. So Tony, you need to fix shit, and fix shit you shall... bitch.
