Well, I guess I should explain the acronym. The first half is obvious, what the fuck, and the last half may not be as common, am I doing.
That being said, lets expand on why I'm asking this... I just had that creeping feeling, you know that one where you feel like your drifting in a big space of existence and not sure what your doing with your life. Ah, yes, that great wonderful feeling of dread that drops on us out of nowhere, like a huge Albertan shit storm. The great questions pop in my head, what am I doing with my life? Am I treating the people in my life fairly, and on top of that do they know I really do love them? Who in this world pretend to like me, but actually have a serious problem with me? How many of my choices were bad ones! BLAH! Why am I worrying about so many things I can't really control? People, y'all can't deny it that you do have these feelings, and according to my roommate I get this quite a bit more frequently than others.
Don't get me wrong, my life is full of thrilltastic (thrilling + fantastic), wonderrific (wonderful + terrific) people and situations. I'm currently dating this amazing girl, I have many friends who I feel I can trust with my life and care about me, a job that's keeping my head above water, etc, etc. It's almost guaranteed this feeling will blow over very soon.
This feeling comes up to all of us, and honestly as long as you don't dwell on it too much and it doesn't come up too regularly, it's a very good thing to have. The reason being is this gets people to evaluate their lives and figure out things that are important to you. It's a mental note from your brain to say, "Hey buddy, lets go through things together!" Really, don't be too scared when it comes up.
P.S. Fuck you insecurity, you don't help me when shit like this pops up!
